Wednesday, February 2, 2011

average everyday life

sitting here discussing life with mom.
remembering my precious friends in Steamboat..
their loving, giving, servant hearts.
it's hard to find people that real around here.

i want to explore and be free.
i don't think i'm one who can easily settle down in one place.
is that a fear of commitment?
possibly, but i want to be open to God moving in my life.
i want to be able to jump and run when He calls me to.
and i suppose that i just have to go one day at a time...

my choice of career calls for a good bit of commitment because i have clients every 4 weeks who want and need their hair color touched up and their ends trimmed.
but i feel so alone here in what i thought was my home town...
i find it is sooo hard to find others my age who have the same heart and desire i do for the Lord.
i found so many wonderful friends out in Steamboat Springs who shared all my deepest desires, it's hard to come back to none..

several of my precious friends are missing from this picture!

it's possibly time to step up and take some more action. :)


xxx
smile

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