i've fallen so far away from who i want to be.
hebrews 2:11 says to pay close attention to the word or you'll find yourself in a shipwreck of disaster!
and that's where i feel like i've come to.
slowly it has happened, over this year.. it didn't just happen over night.
i feel like i do not know my Savior and i've forgotten His ways.
i use to have insight to share with others and could give advice and wisdom from many verses of scripture.
turning this around... today.
i've also had other things running through my brain..
i want a family, but i don't think i will actually ever love a man again..
[don't worry that doesn't mean i want to love a woman either! ;) ]
i cannot even picture myself liking someone..
i'm okay with no man, i'm okay with singleness.
it's just odd to realize certain things about yourself.
i am numb to feelings and compassion for the world as a whole anymore.
[another thing God and i shall work on]
so i've been thinking.. i could adopt and be a single mother and i would love it.
cause at this point in my life, all i want is babies!! ;)
and that's all i will share today.. now some photos.
new necklaces i've decided to make..
more feather earrings! :)
apple orchard with friends..
yummy donuts! :)
amazing gift from Lucah Designs
and of course my sweet niece!!
xx it's a brand new day.. smile,
steph
